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Sat May 26, 2007, 5:07 AM
  • Mood: Isolated
  • Eating: Scraps of rusty metal
  • Drinking: Liquified glass
Hmm.. I'm a little flat at the moment. I need some life in my life that doesn't involve exams and/or revision. I would love to go and get pissed out of my head at some party tonight, and I would probably even enjoy the part in which I wake up the next morning with a toomuchwinehead. Sadly, the probability of that happening is middling around the 0 mark, what with current events going on in the Becca crew. Or rather, events that were current a good few months ago that some people just can't drop. Yeah, I'm talking about myself. Nowadays I just get such bad hangups about going out with people, after having let someone make me believe that I'm a truly unpleasant person to be around, that I'm almost scared to go out and be the old me for fear that I'll have even more people turn their backs on me. And I feel that now I've had my volume turned down quite significantly, I'm a boring person to be around.

Ack. I hate whinging on about myself, but this was a boiling cloud of steam that just needed to be vented from the clammy room that is my head.

Nevermind..

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:O_o: hope you feel better i'm a lil boaring to be arounf too when i'm in a big group of ppl but when i'm with 2 or 3 of my friends i'm a hypermaniac XD
Ohhhhhh! Becca! :hug:

You're not boring! And anyway if people don't like you because of that then THEY are boring :XD:

:hug:
Aww.. I feel loved! :glomp:

You may be somewhat pleased to hear that I've cheered up a large smidgeon from this morning, I don't particularly know what was up with me earlier. Must've been on the anti-coffee or something :D

Still no party to go to tonight though. Maybe I should hold one myself.. =P

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我是一个大苹果。
Ha ha good idea my girl!:ninja:

But it's good to feel loved! :glomp:
Hehe :D you hypermaniac, you!

Thanks :heart:

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我是一个大苹果。
..............................:ninjaeat:.....................................
^^ Now THAT's a piece of advice for me to take! Goodness me lassie, you should be an agony aunt! :giggle:

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我是一个大苹果。
You little charmer Becca...:XD:


Rawr!
Well, the world (or perhaps just society) is a messy show so the chances are that the 'boring' people are actually interesting and the 'interesting' people are sleeping pills wrapped in copious amounts of anaesthetic. This is probably going to sound ridiculous coming from me but so long as there are people out there who appreciate your company, it's better not to worry about the misery-arses who turn away. :hug: It's always okay to let out the steam; it gets on the windows and everything!

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"And now it seems that I have found nothing at all
Wanna hear your voice out loud
Slow it down, slow it down"

~ The Used ~ On My Own ~

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